My Curse

Gone away, you've left me here all by myself
Through the tears i've shed and the pain i've felt
I'm standing tall not because i want to
Just something you taught me to do

Don't cry for me, don't need your pity
Words are useless, don't want your sympathy
Sorrow sometimes blinds me from seeing the choices i have to make
Walking blindly down a path i didn't chose to take

Silence swallows fear inside my heart
loneliness will tear my heart apart
memories collide with pain i feel
being reminded of you just makes it worse
but i guess this is my curse

Gone away, you're not the one to take my heart
seering pain i've felt from the start
Dont lie to me, dont say words you don't mean
you may still love me but you can't be forgiven.

Staring in the mirror at the person i've become
Staring in the mirror at a person so numb
I cant feel the pain rip me apart
But i sure as hell felt it when you left me in the dark

Silence swallows fear inside my heart
loneliness will tear my heart apart
memories collide with pain i feel
being reminded of you just makes it worse
but i guess this is my curse